Crazy about things seems like a escape, because it make me feel like empty, i just stop thinking and make things happen. during that time, I feel I'm full of energy.
I'm in love with myself, no boundry with me and my action, no need to worry, that's the best time I ever had in my life. thinking about lose or being sucess drive me crazy.
I hope I can just enjoy the things I'm working on, it make me feel beloved by the universe and it really fun that the way I live is what god want me to live with it.
It means a lot to me, I hope every one can get what they really want and stay with their belove, then no one will disappointment and having a meaningful life, you don't need to be perfect and just like what you are doing, feel free, I hope you can enjoy your life.
2026.01.22